blog more and more

My blog is turning two but I still wish i have blogged more (more...more...) rather than keeping stiff pace with entertainment news :p

Looking back the two years span I have missed a lot of things to blog about, i was thinking to convert into a tumblr account for convenience but still I am a sentimental fool - this blogspot will always remain special.

trust and betrayal

Two magical words that I am so sensitive about and been hounding me for years :(

In my life I am fortunate to look back on a number of people trusted me...people who in one way or another touched my life. But sad to say I betrayed some of them and broke their hearts :(

I have my own ways of justiying myself but at the end of the rope I still shattered their trust. Whoever says it doesn't break my heart to reminisce is absolutely wrong. I have read few years back, it has a reverse impact and it is true :(

And now I am getting my own dose of medicine and I am so paranoid with all the circumstances that is laid upon my eyes. Emotions are on a roller coaster but at the end of the day I will just console my self that what goes around comes around....

swept by the sea

Sea gave a magical gift ten years back...someone swept by the sea. But it seems that the high tide is indeed high that I am seamlessly tired of watching it floating near by. So near and yet so far....so close and yet its untrue...

And as times go by wishing the moon is still by my side, someone who can give me light in my darkest nights...someone who can remind me how as a star I need to shine, oh I miss those times :( How i blamed myself for being so frail by gazing away.

As a firefly, my light withers, it falters. I pray that I can still guide the path in the four corners.

I am holding on to the moon or to the sea, that I cannot tell.